Stupid…

I swung from the ceiling,

till it all crashed down.

Bang, crash and sawdust,

Red wine, egg, clown.

My sis came and saved me,

She cooked me some food.

Iv been talking her ear off,

She’s been calming my mood.

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Just me…

I sit here on a shelf

Time spent thinking...

in my own company

thinking thoughts of the anger

boiling

hidden inside me.

 

 

Mary-Jane blows a kiss

through the walls of my stare,

she releases my thinking

and I find myself

here.

Back to basics…

Another night in by myself.images (6)

Mary-Jane and I sit quietly together,

holding hands.

Smoke drifts through the air,

and the room fills with peace.

My body calms, and my thoughts relax, peacefully.

Chocolate calls my name.

My soul sighs with deep relief,

as I head off to bed with a smile.

Just like magic…

The last visitor just left.  images (6)

My home is calm and peaceful.

 

Empty beer bottles and dishes as far as the eye can see…

My nose stands in line,   the burn sobers me up.

 

Wham bam….

The mess is now clean.

 

Bloody Mary.

I delicately roll my smoke.  I’m in a calm mood tonight.  

 My feelings are still hurt,  but I feel peaceful and light .     

Puff, puff, blow. . .

Mary  always has time for me.  

The coat Mary wears tonight is new.

 It’s furry and thick with the loveliest dark purple flecks, and that fabulous new coat smell.

“Mary Mary quite contrary. . .”

“Believe it or not I’m walking on air ….”

My random thoughts-of-everything start to hum to the tune of various songs ,

and my thoughts-of-nothing begin doing fancy “Nightfever” moves behind my eyes.

Mary looks into my eyes again,   and my mouth goes dry from her stare. . .

  *It’s now an hour (ish) later –  I’ve been struck dumb!Image

Bloody Mary got me good and proper this time!!  🙂

Goodnight.