Another year starts without seeing my baby.
She’s another year further away.
Another long year since i last held my baby.
Another year closer to ‘one day’…
You’re always in my thoughts,
no matter what I’m doing.
I feel you beside me sometimes…
In my wishes.
I hold tight to every single memory I have of you,
I looked through our photo box yesterday.
Your face smiled up at me the whole time,
until I couldn’t bear it anymore…
I had to put the lid back on.
I remember every freckle on your body
Your body that was so like mine.
I’m so sorry Bryer.
I still cry every day.
I cry for the life you lost.
I cry because I miss you – more than words can express.
I cry for you.
I have to believe I will see you again.
But, until that day comes,
you’ll always be in my thoughts, Baby.
No matter what I’m doing.
Each morning brings the same heartbreak.
A nightmare that is lived awake.
Split second choice I once did make.
My daughter died from that mistake.
Three years of tears could fill a lake.
The strength you see is all a fake.
If it was them, their “life they’d take”.
But I’ll grow old… For Bryers sake.