An alien environment
is where I now belong.
A nose cut off to spite a face,
too proud to right the wrong.
.
An alien environment
is where I now belong.
A nose cut off to spite a face,
too proud to right the wrong.
.
You give me 1 loving word,
and I’m under your thumb.
I’ll bend over backwards,
for 1 loving crumb.
Our routine’s well practiced.
We both know our role.
You can treat me so coldly,
then 1 word warms my soul.
.
I’m not your girlfriend.
I don’t even rank.
You’re sick of my shit.
Your sex drive is blank.
===================
I’ve lost my backbone.
Just roll over and cry.
I want you to love me.
I want you to try…
.
Anger.
Red hot.
Shaking hands.
Burning thoughts.
Bitter words.
Mean Janine.
The hypocrisy queen.
She uses their son
as her weapon.
A gangsters has-been,
is Queen Janine.
A DNA test,
quick to threaten.
Once again his mood changes,
right out of the blue.
His contempt for me settles,
He’s the him I first knew.
It’s an emotional cycle.
It’s taking a toll.
It hardens my heart.
It darkens my soul.
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