You give me 1 loving word,
and I’m under your thumb.
I’ll bend over backwards,
for 1 loving crumb.
Our routine’s well practiced.
We both know our role.
You can treat me so coldly,
then 1 word warms my soul.
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Tag Archives: emotional abuse
Intermission…
I’m not your girlfriend.
I don’t even rank.
You’re sick of my shit.
Your sex drive is blank.
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I’ve lost my backbone.
Just roll over and cry.
I want you to love me.
I want you to try…
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Provoked response.
Anger.
Red hot.
Shaking hands.
Burning thoughts.
Bitter words.
Janine…
Mean Janine.
The hypocrisy queen.
She uses their son
as her weapon.
A gangsters has-been,
is Queen Janine.
A DNA test,
quick to threaten.
Riding a Bye-cycle…
Once again his mood changes,
right out of the blue.
His contempt for me settles,
He’s the him I first knew.
It’s an emotional cycle.
It’s taking a toll.
It hardens my heart.
It darkens my soul.
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Insecure seeds…
I’m feeling insignificant,
a loving word is all I need.
He’s far to hard to give me that,
And my insecurities breed…
Over-thinking holds me hostage,
there’s no mercy on myself.
A loving word from him is all I need,
To soothe my mental health.
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Goodbye God…
I just used him for his six pack,
his perfect male bod.
Gave him years of love and tears…
He only saw himself as God.
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