Confusion…

Running hot, running cold

keeping me in line.

Ignore me when I speak against,

how dare I undermine…

Days go by with nights alone,

my heart begins to pine…

But I know that underneath it all,

you’ve never thought you’re mine.

I face the facts and let you go,

you see that as the sign,

to turn up full of charm and love,

as though everything is fine.

 

 

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One side ride…

A one sided visit

from a one sided man,

with a one sided dinner

as the one sided plan.

One sided business,

then some one sided pleasure,

throw in one sided snoring

for one sided good measure.

 

 

 

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Alone…

Detached from his heart,

I’m floating alone.

Everyone so busy with life,

I’m on my own.

force a smile on my dial,

sympathy is not my style.

I’m left alone.

I can’t help hoping you I’ll hear,

but passing days say you don’t care.

I’m on my own.

 

 

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Behind the scenes…

The sunshine abandoned my window.

The cold chills me down to the bone.

I’m slipping away from my lover.

I’d rather be lonely, alone.

 

Up high in my room full of smoke,

breathing starts as numb eases my soul.

Rehearsing my well practiced smile,

I’m the star of today’s “OK” role.

The lack of us…

Where is the effort you promised?

Where is the regret you expressed?

Where is the love you declared?

 

I see nothing that encourages me.

I hear empty words being spoken.

I feel bitterness growing in my heart.

 

Is this your idea of togetherness?

Am I supposed to settle for less than to be happy?

Should we not let go of what is already gone?

Actions speak louder than words…

You keep saying that you love me,

but I don’t want to hear those words from you…  

   

I want to feel them. 

 

Sex for one…

 

You say you don’t touch me because you’re lazy.

You aren’t lazy.

I just don’t think I turn you on.