Keep me waiting
I’ll take my place in line.
No rush for my sake
priority isn’t mine.
We’ve got no words to share.
constant tension in our air.
A one sided visit
from a one sided man,
with a one sided dinner
as the one sided plan.
One sided business,
then some one sided pleasure,
throw in one sided snoring
for one sided good measure.
And so begins my week of disgrace.
This is the point where I feel like really
speaking my opinion.
I guess I’m finally learning
to shut my mouth though.
Long time good friend.
Sexual hints echoing loudly
in awkward silence…
We sit together in silence
and my thumbs start to twiddle
I rack my mind for some chat
but your vibe is a riddle.
What lies between us
creating this wall?
gives no clue at all.
Where is the effort you promised?
Where is the regret you expressed?
Where is the love you declared?
I see nothing that encourages me.
I hear empty words being spoken.
I feel bitterness growing in my heart.
Is this your idea of togetherness?
Am I supposed to settle for less than to be happy?
Should we not let go of what is already gone?
You’re a big man.
You’re too big to give me humility
if you’ve hurt me.
You’re too big to say if I’ve offended you.
You save my offence up your big sleeve
until I’m mad with you for something.
You’re too big to understand my point of view.
You’re too big to say you didn’t mean your nasty words.
You’re too big to say you don’t want to lose me.
You’re too big to be wrong.
I’ve always been attracted to big men.
I’m thinking you might be too big.