Janine…

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The Ex with green eyes,

has a sharp ax to grind…

She can’t stand he’s moved on,

and her advances declined.

She’s blinded by rage.

She’s gone crazy with spite.

Their son is her weapon,

and it’s me in her sight.

 

 

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Intermission…

I’m not your girlfriend.

I don’t even rank.

You’re sick of my shit.

Your sex drive is blank.

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I’ve lost my backbone.

Just roll over and cry.

I want you to love me.

I want you to try…

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Queen Janine…

Mean Janine.

The hypocrisy queen.

She uses their son

as her weapon.

A gangsters has-been,

is Queen Janine.

A DNA test,

quick to threaten.

Riding a Bye-cycle…

Once again his mood changes,

right out of the blue.

His contempt for me settles,

He’s the him I first knew.

It’s an emotional cycle.

It’s taking a toll.

It hardens my heart.

It darkens my soul.

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Goodbye God…

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I just used him for his six pack,

his perfect male bod.

Gave him years of love and tears…

 

He only saw himself as God.

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Enough…

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You used to be my rock,

you were my anchor to the ground.

These days you’re still my rock,

you are a weight that holds me down.

You used to be my comfort,

you held me tight when Bryer died.

These days I beg your comfort,

to soothe my battered, broken pride.

You used to give me strength,

during my darkest, weakest time.

These days I waste my strength,

on all the eggshells I must climb.

Enough is enough.

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Daddy’s girl…

A princess of his blood

was crying bitter tears today.

His harsh words cut her deep,

her innocence was pushed away…

So wrapped up in himself,

with ease he tramples on her heart.

Rose coloured glasses disappear,

her self esteem is torn apart.

The lonely princess of his blood

was crying broken tears today.

Her mother held her tight,

but couldn’t take her hurt away.

 

 

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