are the worst days,
nothing is ok.
Wallowing in sorrow,
and content to live that way.
The good days
when the hard ones
come to stay.
Some days are the worst days,
the worst day is today.
What can I say when the words won’t come?
The pain just sits in my heart like a giant weight,
that keeps on growing…
How do I cry when my tears have dried up?
Emotions are stuck in my throat,
I’ve been strong for so long,
through my grief,
I’ve gone on…
But now I feel cold,
like a stone.
You’re always in my thoughts,
no matter what I’m doing.
I feel you beside me sometimes…
In my wishes.
I hold tight to every single memory I have of you,
I looked through our photo box yesterday.
Your face smiled up at me the whole time,
until I couldn’t bear it anymore…
I had to put the lid back on.
I remember every freckle on your body
Your body that was so like mine.
I’m so sorry Bryer.
I still cry every day.
I cry for the life you lost.
I cry because I miss you – more than words can express.
I cry for you.
I have to believe I will see you again.
But, until that day comes,
you’ll always be in my thoughts, Baby.
No matter what I’m doing.